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[22 Mar 2007|04:04pm]

I was just going through some old emails and can't believe I totally forgot this sincerely heartwarming holiday story. Enjoy :)

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[02 Mar 2007|05:00pm]

Hiya, with your permission I would love to join because I'm one of those people who see the sun set and, strangely enough, see it rise too because I'm simply put, very peculiar. Or I could really be a very super intelligent owl ;) And it might also have something to do with the fact that I think that a day without sunshine is, like, night :)
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Hi [28 Nov 2006|11:52pm]

I joined so long ago I can't remember.
Insomnia went away,
Now it's back.
Just wanted to say hello
And good night ;)
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[18 Aug 2006|11:25pm]

it's been ages since anyone's posted in here.
c'mon, insomniacs unite!

school is right around the corner, so I'm assuming there'll be more of us again relatively soon. Maybe it's just me, but I find who's and insomniac and who isn't more prominent once we all have somewhere to be the next morning.
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[18 Mar 2006|11:31pm]

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[11 Nov 2005|07:51pm]

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[30 Oct 2005|11:39pm]

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[24 Oct 2005|12:05am]

[ mood | fond ]

*pets community*

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[14 Oct 2005|07:15am]

12:15: Turn off computer and do math work.
12:30: Begin getting thoughts of falling asleep to the rain and give up on the last question.
12:45: Realize that I won't fall asleep for a while.
12:46: Inexplicably get out of bed and write the words "leaf vacuum" on my math homework.
12:50: Begin reading under the blanket with a flashlight.
12:55: Get overheated and start reading with the light of my scanner.
1:30: Force myself to go to sleep.
2:45: Fall asleep.
6:30: Wake up for school.
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[14 Oct 2005|02:54am]

[ mood | contemplative ]

i don't quite know why i'm posting this here, but it is 3am so i suppose it makes sense...

insomnia rages on, half because of my shiny new PowerBook and half because i'm reconsidering my choice of college. one more year in the suburbs seems tolerable, but i don't think i'll feel this way come next october. i definitely chose my current school because of "practical" concerns like academic reputation and size of the libraries, mostly because i was planning on attending law school when 'twas decision time. now that i'm quite firmly committed to studying the arts, going anywhere but bennington seems foolish.

lack of sleep, lack of food, and indecisiveness = bad combination.

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who said college was no fun? [12 Oct 2005|03:11am]

guess who is back insomniac-ing?
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[01 Sep 2005|01:18am]

Shh, I'm afraid of the dark. I can't sleep at night because the shadows are staring at me. Last week I felt a slap and I was pushed further inside my covers (I'd covered my head in fear).

"It's all in my head" times infinity.
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*squee!* [30 Aug 2005|03:42am]

[ mood | giddy ]

I have school today!


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la la la [19 Aug 2005|01:33am]

[ mood | awake ]

1. I'm bored. I wonder what Gaby is doing.

2. I'm tiptoeing into the world of H/G. I might as well get used to it, now that the damn thing is canon. Oh the horror. I'd rather read Snarry, and that's just weird.

3. I miss my normal hair color.

4. My eyebrows have been waxed to perfection.

5. Don't think of summer assignments. Don't think of summer assignments. Don't think of summer assignments. Why'd the book have to be on Bill-fucking-Clinton??? I'm dying here.

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this is was keeps me up at night [17 Aug 2005|02:22am]

[ mood | accomplished ]

i make music.

i've been working on this one for some time now... gettin' late now so i thought i should start to turn'er in

probably my best yet. some guitar sounding things in there... oh, and my first time using a vocoder in a song. what a vocoder does is... in the simplest of terms... is makes instruments talk. it's slightly more complex than that (what with the need of a carrier and a modulator and all that flim flam) but it still sounds nice!

welp, here it is.


genre: melodica


edit: new version there

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dammit [13 Aug 2005|02:03am]

[ mood | creative ]

tonight was very special because i realized something very important about life and purpose.

it's difficult though. never had so much been said in such a small quantity of words, so it's hard to comprehend exactly what is being said.

knowing so much about something most people know so little about (or at least choose to not think about) i thought would make something about my life and my purpose a little more comfort-providing. quite the opposite...

to be fair, it is a bit of both. but it's hard to set in stone that it balances out. something's not right. the scale is even, but the scale itself is broken, so the results presented are inevitably false. so you're left guessing and not knowing the truth, what is real, and what is just a mirage, good, bad, or just thought-provoking (thoughts provoked may be good or bad).

i'm not left guessing, though. this is good. but i am left choosing. i never guessed, i narrowed my choices of thought down to two (or three or four or more, numbers do not matter) choices... of thought.

this probably isn't what's giving, or at least contributing, to the discomfort associated with whatever scenario that is playing in my head. i'm pretty good at stuff when it comes to choices, but i never pass up the chance of taking help when i'm offered.

is it hope? is it the hope, the possibility, the WANTING of someone to come down and help me? probably. because that'd make things better. even if it isn't the solution, it at least mitigates the discomfort, just a little bit.

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a story [12 Aug 2005|01:45am]

[ mood | creative ]

today i was sitting right here in my chair when all of a sudden i started to lose feeling in the right side of my lip, akin to the feeling when you get your mouth frozen at the dentist, although not as hardcore as that of a dentist's anesthesia.

so i wondered why. i almost started to worry, actually, when i remembered that i was putting some benzocaine on my toes because i have in grown toenails on both my big toez. and a drop fell on my hand, and i forgot about it. so i guess i scratched my face or SOMETHING and it got on my lip.

that's my story and i really hope you enjoyed it, just a little bit

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[10 Aug 2005|11:56pm]

having college-related nightmares

and sleepless.
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